"Void I cant fill
The doctor tells me to relax and stand still
Prescribes me a new pill to quell my anger
Wish I can help her pull herself up off the floor."

I miss you. So much it seems as if im going to be waiting for a call that's never going to be returned. Every time i call out to you, youre never there, yet every day my love is continually growing,causing more pain for me, and more shattered memoires. Please come back. Please pick me off the ground. Ive been waiting for a eternity. Pills, hearts, people, theyve got nothing on you. Stay true to yourself, let alone, me.

2/17/07
Mika

Your closing in on me
What more can i say?
Your letting me down
WHat is left to speak?

Ive shared every experience
Every love and emotion too
Ive held onto your memory
Though to me, you see right through

Im missing the part of love
The feelings thought without disaster
Im missing the disillusion of love
When it seems that is all im missing

Now that im broken
Im hurt and on the ground
You can easily take me
And help set me free

Please help me up
Help me wipe my tears
Please help me up
Estinguish all my fears

Pick me off the ground
Help me off that mound
That im stuck on waiting
Waiting for you to come around


Please help me up
Help me wipe my tears
Please help me up
Estinguish all my fears

Hold me an tell me you love me
Say something for once
Dont you ever see that ireally love you
Or will you always stay this way?

I got myself stuck again
Trapped in the hole i dug
I dont think i can take it much more
Cause the rain just wants to pour

Can you come and save me
Set me free from here
Help me gain my freedom
Somewhre away from here

Can u hear me calling?
You just cant seem to bear
The thought of letting someone go
Some one you know

But tell me if you love me
If you do then help me, babe
Please get me out of this place
Get me out of here

Can you come and save me
Set me free from here
Help me gain my freedom
Somewhere far from here

Why do you always leave
WHy do you always call
Out to me when theres nothing left
Why must you never succeed

Can you come and save me
Set me free from here
Help me gain my freedom
Somewhere far from here

xmikax

The last thing I'll say to you,
Is the words that may not make it though

I wanna tell you I love you,
I wanna tell you I'm true
I wanna tell you Ill ever hurt you
But I know that cant be true

So kiss me goodbye this one last time,
But this time Im not comming back

Im leaving this place,
Im leaving this town
ANd im sorry that ill hurt you
But no matter what
This is destiny,
Not fate, nor karma
So goodbye, so long
Ill try to be true
So you know that Ill always love you

xmikax